a letter to u dad.....

wel where do i start with...and if i got to start 4rm da very scratch...den i dont even remember my initial years wid u...just some vague nostalgia of u takin my finger and trying to teach me how to walk on dis uneven earth...the lazy dat i was i made u put in a lot of effort 4 me to take da 1st small step...i heard 4rm ma dat i took a lot of time to actually learn walkin by my own self...wel i gues i m just too habituated 4rm den only to take ur support in everything.

i have a poor memory unlike urs....but still hw much i recall... u have been wid me in all times...specially the times dat i needed u the most... right 4rm my toddler days wen i was 1st starting my education years...i remember u slogging hard to teach me each and every letter of da the alphabet...and widout a pause even da numbering was taught by u....i well understood 4rm den only that maths or numbers were never my cup of tea...as i took almost a month 2 learn hw 2 write a mere four....but yes i learnt it only bcoz u were adament and determined 2 make me learn it...so all da credit to u mr roy!!!

i remember when i was just a kid...i was frequently asked wat kind of a man comes in my dreams...well den the idea of a man was not very clear....but now i know one thing 4 sure dat is i can only b wid someone who makes me feel as secured and loved as u do....u have been da hero in my life....i guess u hav done evrything to make ur daughter happy...starting 4rm taking me to school absolutely drenched on a very rainy monsoonn day or fullfilling my never ending demand of bourborn biscuits at any cost or getting me the most fashionable and modern outfit on an occassion or even arranging a mere trainin in my hometown....u have done it all....

wel,...tho these r just a few out of the million things that u hav done 4 me till date...but let me tell u baba...wat i treasure da most is the values and the ethics that u atleast tried to inculcate within me...i don no hw much hav u been successful in it....but yes i don want my father to loose...so i wil see to it that i can atleast give a mere try to keep up to ur expectations...i know i have ever hardly fulfilled any of ur wishes...more professionally than personally.....but then i think there is still time...i need 2 gear up and realize that ur dreams r beautiful and very meaningful....i need 2 persue those as much as i can...yes i wil...i definitely will

we have been close 2 eachother...not only bcoz in general a father and a daughter chemistry clicks....but bcoz we hav a lot of things in common...right 4rm likin bryan adams or thinking alike...percieving things in the same way or even justifying matters similarly...yet there is simply no comparison between u and me...well i m unbelivabely dull headed at times,very bad at keeping and maintainig human relations... and ofcourse da laziest creature on earth...i must say... in these cases u r completely opposite to me....u r the most intelligent man i have met...extremely resourceful(infact a frend of mine called u real life sarkar)and ofcourse the most hardworking character i have seen till date who even after the most hectic week in office does not call a plumber on sunday...instead mends the tap by himself...hats off to u man!!!...i guess i need another birth to b like u....

well finally on a an ending note....i wud just thank u 4 wat u hav done not only 4 me but 4 the entirely family.....wel i know dis mere thnx is just nothin in front of ur doings and commitment towards us...but ill try givin u more....do forgive me 4 da unwanted quarrels that i generally put up wid u...and ofcourse all da mistakes that i hav commited....some dat u know of and some u dont...newys just one more thing........and dis is only 4 u.............my daddy strongest....and a nursury rhyme which we still sing together....jus 4 u
i hear thunder...so do u?
i hear thunder ..so do u?
peter pater raindrops peter pater rain drops.....i love u...i love u