"MISTAKES"da word initself is so beautiful and magnificient...one of da best dat i have learnt 4rm da dictionary of life.....it has so much to learn 4rm...so much to understand 4rm...an so much more to apply 4rm....it has its own charisma and adventures hidden in it....u must b definitely thinkin dat i m a fool to describe and praise it to such a huge extent but blv me i m still sane an human bcoz i hav literally commited it an hav faced its consequences to extents dat one may not even imagine....and it is only then dat i hav known 2 value life....
yes true...i have commited too many mistakes in my life....and da most funny and surprisin thing is dat i hav never repeated da same mistake...i have done mistakes in all zonres of my life....whether in da personal or dat in da professional front....i hav done it all....
it is a common sayin dat u learn 4rm ur mistakes...true...u learn a lot...but i don figure one thing out...wat if a person like me does mistakes of all types and never repeats da previous ....den wat does one learn 4rm da earlier mistake..and most importantly where does one get da chance of applyin da knowledge dat one gained 4rm da previous mistake...i guess i dont know...cause if i knew i wud not hav commited them in da 1st place and allow them to add on to my neverending list...
life is much more dan mistakes....its true dat we need to go beyond dem...but most importantly we shud not overlook dem...dey r precious...an i consider myself to b luky to some extent dat i hav learnt so much about diffrent segments of life bcoz of mistakes...i love dem an most accurately i remember dem....its true i hav lost enuf bcoz of dem....but at da same time i hav gained loads of enlightment which otherwise i wud hav been ignorant of....
dey say u shud also learn 4rm others mistakes.....but u no wat? dose r da luky ones who learn 4rm others wrongs....dey loose very little...an sometymes dey loose nothing....but i was neither dat observant nor dat lucky to get da chance of learnin 4rm others mistakes....i myself commited 2 many 4 others to learn 4rm mine....!!!!
in da process i lost time...frens...values....an most importantly a part of myself.....dey say life is an ocean...but is it??an ocean returns everything dat it takes away 4rm one....except time....well i dont expect da lost time back....but wat abt da others that i hav lost?..should i even expect them to come back to me...????wel da question still lingers on in my mind....i m yet to get an answer...
life is all about living..is it...or is living all about life?i dont know...i m confused...confused as ever....
have u ever heard a small child learn walkin widout even tripping down once??...hav u ever heard a cyclist learnin cycling widout even fallin down once..???wel just like these things are bound to happen...in da same way life is incomplete and invaluable widout mistakes...one only knows wat is right wen one has already known wat is wrong...
i sometimes wonder wen were mistakes invented...well i think wen living beings were tired of doin things correctly...yes i m sure it was den...as wat we livin beings most hate is monotony....indeed if everything on earth wud hav been perfect... and if it wud hav been a sunny day everyday...widout ne storm or rains...hw borin it wud hav been like???...i ges i wud hav hated 2 live onto dis earth...
i know until life ends i wil commit more mistakes...most of them tho unknowingly...my father says dat commiting mistakes is usual....but accepting them in your life and atleast trying to recover them is unusual and great....i gues i need to sustain that valuable ethics in me...because that is wat is goin to give my inner soul da peace dat i long for.... so i need not hav much regrets...but take these learnings as a sunshine in my dark and mysterious life...for i know one thing 4 sure...life has much more to offer dan mistakes...so i need to move on and definitely rock on!!!!
Sunday, August 17, 2008
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